Too possessive

I m too sensitive guy...
Kisi se bat krna usse dosti nibhana its fine but kai bar aesa hojata h... Jo mera sirf mera sirf or sirf mera ha muje bura lgta h har choti choti bato p mera frnd kya kr rha h kisse bat kr rha h aesa kon h jisse bat krrhi h mere msg ni dkh rhi...ya sometimes i m too possessive... Bar bar profile dkhna status dkhna last seen dkhna jo ki muje bi malum h kbi chnge ni hoga same hi rhega fir bi bar bar dkhna...kai bar gussa ajata h block krdeta hu fir unblock bi krdeta hu per aesa bilkull nhi h me shaq krta hu gussa krta hu ladai krta hu abbusive krta hu bilkull nhi per me bss possessive hu usko lekr... Nrmly formality m bat krna kisi s apna kam niklwana jhuti tarife krna ye sb me bi kr skta hu...,per adt me nhi ki mtlb k liy dosti nibhau beleive me...mene is life m kbi kisi k sath glt nhi kia h...
Per shayd hum boys ka nature hinkuch aesa hota h koi ladki achi lgti h or jb hum attach hojate h to hum us shaqs ko lekr bhut serious hojate h...
Usk har post me khud ko tlashte h bhle us post or hmara koi lena dena tk nhi ho fir bi relate krne lgte h or man hi man khush hojate h... Tareefe to lakh krle duniya pr kuch karib "Vo" tareef krde to uska ss lekr dkhte h ya smbhal k to jrur rkhte h...
Usse bhle apne pyar ka zikra kre n kre pr man hi man i love to bolte hi h... Kai bar to aksr propose krte krte ruk jate h ya kai bar to unsend krdete h...
Or khudp hi muskura bi dia krte h... Kai bar to "usse" bat krte krte iti bebak si muskurahat aati hai ki samne bethi mamy ko hasi ka karn btane m halat khrab hojay...
Likhne me Bhut kuch likh skte hai
Per jiske liye likh rhe hai vo smjhjay to acha h
'Hum shaq nahi krte
 hum khone se drte hai
Kbhi pyar nhi kia n
To bs tumhe sirf apna
bna kr rkhna chahte hai'

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